Halloween 09

Geisha, Shanghai ladies..kinda like back to the past...
nothing much to talk bout this Halloween,
but hope u do enjoy the pictures =)








one more..

肥

小妹：哇！！（她的哇是用喊的）
：你的脸做么酱圆？
我 ：我真的很肥？
大妹：呃。。你努力吧大姐。

妈妈：你只是丰满罢了
爸爸：其实丰满就是肥的意思

好友1：你只是肥罢了，我比你更惨
好友2：脸。。。。。。。

体重器：小姐你现在57KG

不想放我的照片来证明我的肥，身边这些人‘诚恳’的话已经很够。短短2或3个星期，从51跳到57，真的好多。呵呵，之前还很大胆笑别人肥，现在我就来承受之前毒嘴的惩罚。

很想赤裸地抒发自己的感受，可是很怕被别人解读成别的意思。
所以这篇，也就简短就好。

对自己要求很高，很想马上达到自己要求的水准，
所以只要还能挣开眼睛，我都尽量把每一分，每一秒都拿来做有 value 的事。
每天工作十多个小时，利用头脑思考一直大量消耗我的体力，
为了不让自己体弱/肚子饿，我开始吃很多，也爱上了暴饮暴食。

蛮可悲的。

希望接下来可以慢慢控制自己，回到50KG.

<3 Singlehood

Pictures taken when i did my solo travel at Melbourne.









02 October

Didnt update my blog for long.

If u always came to my dreamzmodel's page will roughly know what I'm busy with recently. Had revamped my website, added new talents to my team, and start to work on shooting projects for my clients.

Came back from Melbourne for almost 2 months and now entering to last quarter of the year. Normally I would list down all achievements I did in the past, but now wanna change a bit, list down weaknesses that I'm havin, instead of strengths =)

Weakness no. 1
MSN too much, wasted lotsa time
Solutions
Uninstall MSN or appear offline

Weakness no.2
Speak Singlish too much, frens/clients beh-tahan (cannot take it)
Solutions
Try to read more and speak good English Lor,
Or, find ang moh to be my boyfriend, last time Martin helps me a lot =p

Weakness no.3
Online Shopping too much, declare bankruptcy very soon
Solutions
Cancel my credit card or filter out all the online shopping sites from my PC (but who believe I will do this?)

Weakness no.4
Party too much, people see me as a playgirl/idle-minded girl
Solutions
Find a job in a club, then no need to explain y I go clubbing so often =p 'WORKING WAT!!'

Weakness no.5
Fat..wanna reduce all excess fat around my body
Solutions
no magic I can do for this weakness, only exercise can help =(